If I am posting in the self-disciplinary category again, it means that I have one (or more) overdue assignment, and a looming threat from some kind of authority, and I would be desperately trying to get something done fast, and of course, when I need to get something urgent done fast, I’d – he he – get the urge to come to this blog and waste my precious energy on a post in self- discipline ha ha!
So what is my big bengkalai this time? a book in return for the nine month of bliss spend in my sabbatical leave.
As awful as it sound, I did not exactly sold my soul for the wonderful nine months ( oh if you could rewind the time and spend it over and over again!) For the time of my life, all I signed for was a book in exchange. It did not have to be a certain kind of book. According to the contract, it does not matter if it is a teeny weeny thin book, or a book with spelling errors, or a book of boring sentences – as long as as the book bears the title written in the contract.
So, why am I still not doing it?
Of course I have tons and tons of excuses for not writing it. he he, Baby Ilyas did not sleep at night. My mother took my maid and I had to do my own housework ( not that I did them) Oh and also I had to run my yayasan, plus I was also I ws busy learning Arabic.